Saturday, October 16, 2010

A long update~ For my own entries

After reading Nelson's blog, I suddenly feel the urge to update mine as well, not that anyone would read it anyways, but hey, I will be reading it in the future !

Nothing fancy, currently in Paeds posting. To be honest, I don't feel the hecticness that all my friends that had experienced it previously. I guess lack of motivation and stress are the reasons for all that...

Talking about Paeds, I do like the posting, I like playing with children, I like examining them, I like to talk to them, etc... They make me happy, they make me feel young, and they motivate me because seeing the faces of such innocent happiness and smiles, you can't help but think that you have to Protect them in some way or another. Thus, when I come across something that I don't understand about a disease in a child, I will be really motivated to read it... But the thing is, the opposite end of the spectrum (the adult) are demotivating me from loving Paeds, namely XXX Ugh...

Next, recently I found myself very terrible in socializing. I kept rejecting people's invitation to go out for dinner/lunch/gathering etc... I am especially sorry to hooi ching, raymond and zhi yi them because they want to celebrate my birthday, and keep inviting me for a gathering. However, I kept rejecting them. I am sorry, I am really tired from this posting (even though I just admitted myself that it ISN'T as it is supposed to be), and I am really lazy to go out... I would rather stay at my home, rest, watch some movies/animes, catch up with my psp and etc... Yeah, I am sorry. and I need to study also... But that doesn't mean that you all are not my friends, and I didn't treasure you guys... I just hope you guys understand it... (I wrote this cause I just REJECTED THEM ONCE AGAIN !!!)

That's all, I am lazy to type. Ja ne...

Oh ya, Seto no Hanayome is frigging awesome !!! xD